less than 42 hours since i last saw her and i'm experiencing an extremely nasty cold turkey. gone case~ anywayz, in case u dun noe, i'm on 2 days leave. not kiao-karing at home but back to school to chiong my dissertation. i feel depress everytime i go back to school for labwork. cos my chemistry sux and i struggled thru every single calculation. n biochem is mostly about dilution and its super demoralizing lor! everytime i go back to the lab, my enthusiasm in pursing my phd drop by 10%. yah... its tt bad. and its worse this time round cos i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms all thanks to u-noe-who. god... please give me strength and knock some sense into me?!