its kinda amazing how rollercoaster my love life has been for the past 3ish years. i was toking to my boss today and all of a sudden (and god noes y) i started to tok abt PY's incident that happened like 3 yrs back. think cos the yr is ending and the haunting 31 Dec is nearing? i was scrolling back my old blog and surprisingly, i din blog about tt incident AT ALL! hmm... anywayz, ya... this 3ish years has been crazy for me lor... falling in and out and in and out of love. and my poor heart... i always wonder how it can survive so many wounds in my pursuit of love. i must have a strong heart LoL

i thank god for everything he gave me includings all the failures, rejections and betrayals. i sincerely do. In doing so, he trained me to be a better person... in loving her and to be loved by her. i always hope this destination will be the final destination but it doesnt seem to be the case. nontheless, i carry on pursuing my happiness with faith. it can be frustrating and painful but like wat people always say, you'll have to pay a price for all good things. i dunno wat the road is like for us ahead and honestly i fear what lies ahead. its a 莫明 feeling i get out of the blue. but whatever it is, i noe i wun be spending this new yr eve alone~