my eyes can barely open... after near 20 hours of RC cum scouring thru tonnes of journals both on and offline. i'm tired... but somehow couldnt get to sleep. there must be something wrong with me. i just could make out wat is it. this 'something wrong' has been with me for weeks... could this be the 'i-am-almost-reaching-30-yet-a-good-for-nothing' syndrome? i shudder at the tot of turning 30 yet achieving nothing in life. holy cow~