wow... i haven blogged for such a llloooonnnngggg time! the past 1.5 mths have been hectic for me. let me see wat else i've done besides tonnes n tonnes of work...
school
i tried my best... i couldnt grad still. i'm left with only the discussion but tts like the hardest thingy in the whole thesis. damn. i hate my prof... yes i do. for ignoring me for mths den thinking i can crash n burn n churn out the thesis like how david copperfield made a plane vanish rite in front of ur eyes *POOF* i crashed... into another sem, n my $1400 burnt and vanish into thin air. how apt!
liverpool
i went crazy chasing my fav team across the island. i Q-ed nearly 3 hrs at velocity hoping to be able to get a chance to take a photograph with my fav players... but only ended up w a autograph session. i pity those who came so f early but only ended up with general admission. i was elated to see my fav players (still feeling sore abt captain marvel's absence) only to be greeted by their not so friendly face. tsk tsk. i rushed to their training session after the autography session but was left out cold again at the east stand. but still i was happy. happy to catch my fav team with 44999 other hardcore pool fans (including my dearie who accompanied this mad man wake up at 7am to Q at velocity; walk the off beaten track from kallang mrt to national stadium under the humid weather to see the team train, sit under the scorching sun for hours gong gong waiting for kick-off, despite not knowing wat football is all abt. thanks bei bei~). thank u liverpool fc for coming down to asia despite ur unwillingness to travel to the far east.
batam
8 Aug 2009 - is this the first long wkend of the year? pathetic. but nontheless, bei n me had so much fun rotting our lives away at Harris Batam. our first trip without megawatt bulbs! ooohhh~ how i love it! it feels so shiok to r&r at batam. thank god i did not choose to endure 7hrs of bus ride up genting. we shopped, we ate, we swam, we bowled, went sauna, spa etc etc, and even chased for bus LOL. it was action non stop. the service was excellent and the spa deserves a big thumbs up. peeps at batam... prepare to see me again soon!!!
bdae
tts the least i wanna mention. 29... ARGH~~~ hitting the big 3 in another yr's time. how time flies~ i miss being a teen. honestly... if i can time travel, i hope i was back in school again. i miss basketball, i miss my classmates, i miss teasing the teachers, i miss being a gangster prefect... i miss the simple life back then.
work
i hate the coporate world. i hate going to work. i hate my subordinates. i am having the kind of feeling i had back at *gh days. but not tt strong becos i look forward to seeing my dear at work and also interacting with the better kolics. but still i hate the politics at work. i hate being drag into every single affair in the unit. i hate pple taking advantage of me esp my kindness and sense of responsibility. i hate pple complaining about my subordinate day in day out but not having the balls to tell the person straight in the face. i hate this place so much yet i couldnt leave. i'm stuck with that blardy nv-look-like-completing thesis. i feel so comfy in this place i din wan to go. i have no guts to venture out again. i lost my ambition, i lost my motiviation, i lost my direction. y did i ever end up in pharma? i have drifted so far away... far far away. i couldnt go back to research again. the salary in pharma is too attractive. i couldnt bear give up everything to be a poor scientist.
hock leaving
hock left the unit after 8 yrs. i wonder how he felt... sad? relief? numb? i felt sad... he dotes on me alot. whether truthfully or on the surface, there is nothing more i can hiam abt him. i miss doing dose review with him. i miss the moments when chua, choo n me tok cok sing song play mahjjiong in his room. i remember he always drives us around in search of good food back in sgh days. surprisingly he was the most hated person in my early days in pfizer. never dream our frenship will blossom. i will miss him. but den again... he left for the better and i shd be happy for him. wonder if i shd follow his footsteps...
health
my health doesnt seem to get any better... i'm still stuck with chronic abd pain every now n den. the the scope made my arsehole so fragile till i get red attack even if i constipate for merely a day. i cant understand y my gastro system is so bad. no no... i cant understand y i kept LS-ing n yet can grow till this kind of size. heaven must have loved me too much. my back on contrary got better after my back massage at Harris. no joke k! my shoulder ache lesser. can i hire the masseur on a perm basis? muarhahaha!
