A929 finally ended today. it has been a long 5 mths for me...from a frantic study start to abrupt study halt, den braving thru a storm to get the study restarted and ending the study safe and sound. i have to admit it was not easy. dun wan to go into details... have bitched about the entire incident many blogs back. like i always say...things in life always happen for a reason. i may have had a bad fall halfway thru but i am certain i have grew stronger. it was a valuable lesson learnt without having to pay too much of a price i have to admit. it might have been a slap in the face but at least it did put a reality check on my growing ego...making me stop and realise hey, i am not almighty_ck afterall =P there are more respiratory studies coming up... i have no fear in taking up any of them. at least i noe i wun fall on the same spot again.

sch's pretty bad i must say. i dun think i will fail my last module but i am sure i wun do as good either. sux. i hate salmons! LOL the dissertation is equally bad. felt pretty lousy after getting whacked by prof. i dunno what went wrong leh... but some of the results looked pretty bad. i noe the liver ammonia assay was my fault. as for the plasma urea samples... i suspect prof collected the plasma in wrongly labelled tube, but of cos i dare not say lah. anyway, see how. chances are i might have to chiong lab again *boo hoo* makes me stop and ponder if i shd continue to pursue my phd. now i really understand the diff between service lab and research lab. bleh... see how.

oh oh... guess wat? i nearly bumped into my ex on the train again this morning!!! piang... can i dun take nel to work anymore?! its becoming a nitemare for me. and again... its a lesson learnt... nx time wan to break *touchwood*, break properly. *sigh*

i was pissed by xmm yesterday. was toking to her abt serious matter den there she was playing a fool with LD. i just stomped off. so uncool rite? din mean too lah... leos have too big an ego. or maybe cos i'm jealous? green eye monster! watever. this is wasting too much of my energy... v tired. can i just concuss myself and remove her from my memory? c.r.a.p. she sms-ed me to apologize. i din reply till i cooled down hrs later, telling her i not angry *liar liar*. guess wat? she asked me again today... v persistant to noe if i was angry with her yesterday. god... y do i have to fall for an amoeba?! is this a punishment for me cos i always love to act smart?!

i dreamt of SH one of the nites... told JC abt it and he suggest i shd just ask her out for dinner. hmm...i think i am such a weird fellow. i actually have not been in contact with any of my exs after the breakups. i saw SU at SHE concert last yr. I saw Linda at Jay's concert this year, prior to that i actually 察身而过 with her at wisma like a year back. sounded terrible rite? wonder if she still hates me till today =X I bumped into SH and her bf at nel early this year. farnie thing is i have not bumped into SE. maybe she grew so chio till i cannot recognize her =PP u noe... JC asked me once that if i have the chance to patch back with any 1 of them, who would i choose. farnie thing is i actually felt like patching up with Lin. maybe cos of all the few char bos, she loved me the most. *BLEH* . . .