this unit is driving me insane. serious. so many things happened this week even thou i have no study running. unbelievable. i dun think i will blog about all of them cos i scare i kana sue by my co for leaking info. but 3 of the incidents concern volunteers... cant say too much here. 1 concern the gang... tsk tsk. the last one was about my showdown with lab today which is still ongoing at this very moment.

honestly, i feel v tired to get caught in between ALL THE TIME. LD also v farnie...dunno y she always take things so personal. den end up she and PB always发生口交角。 den i always end up being their mediator and have to listen to loads of stories (which is always different on each side). v sick n tired of such things lah. also dunno who to side. LD closer to me... but doesnt mean i have to support her. noeing her character also 1 kind one. den she ask me to beware of PB. dunno also lah. i look up to PB cos she v knowledgable la... plus we got common fren. but true also la, cant trust her too much. but den again... i always think its conflict of interest cos diff dept, tts y so many 冲突。den also weird... they both shd just tok things out lor... tsk tsk. told choo choo boss abt it yest... he advise me to just listen, dun offer solution. i think also true. cant teach LD too many things... to my own disadvantage as well... i have learnt the lesson. anyways, just sick of all these. nx time LD jio 2 of us go lunch... i think i will learn to say no.

n today... lagi best... got a call from lab sup. apparantly there was miscommunication from sm side and it appears that she wanted to push blame on me. so i was damn pissed lah... anyways, i was in a foul mood during lunch and choo choo boss decide to step in. so i told him wat happen la... n he went to speak to the sup. dunno wat he told her as well... the sup came n apologize to me. piang... i was pai sei lah... but i think i was in a lousy mood as well... so i spoke to her abt my concern. maybe cos she din sound too friendly over the phone early or maybe cos i overacted, whatever the case, i'm so pissed with her i just exploded (must be accumulated over these 2ish yrs). heck lah... whether she's genuine or not... i just wan to let her noe i am not like other people in this unit. I DARE TO ADMIT MY MISTAKE AND BEAR RESPONSIBILITIES. and watever f she not pissed with, she jolly well dun liaise with me. I DUN GIVE A DAMN. it really doesnt pay to take initiative in this unit and i think i had enuf.