i am having mon blues... oh noes~ dunno y but suddenly very turned off by work. i guess cos new JD, new responsibilities and i still trying hard to cope with all the expectations? its like suddenly kana thrown into the sea and i struggling to stay afloat. erm... actually not tt bad lah... how about its like suddenly kana trapped on the last piece of ice on the antartic and trying hard not to get drowned? sounds better? LOL

how time flies... cant believe i have been in this unit for 3yrs 7mths liao. piang... someone pls pop the champagne! hahaha... everyday say i wanna go... LL still stuck in this place. malu sia LOL i use to think i shd go out n see the world; shouldnt stuck at my 2nd job for so long. 毕竟 this place dun really have a career ladder. plus i wish to go back to the lab (always think tt i belong there); dun wish to stick to this field; want to earn more $$$ yada yada. but sometimes i think hard, actually this place also not tt bad. political lah, but bearable... den again which place is not political? plus i can work well with some of my colleagues. den sometimes i also v eng... can walk ard and chitchat with pple; unofficial lunch time 2 hrs =x; can come and go as i like... no one actually cares (i hope my md doesnt sees this!). money and career wise 知足长乐 lor. plus i get to see my 宝贝 everyday. maybe abit 窝囊 lah... but at least i still holding a managerial post. aiyah... conclusion of this 烂 post is pull factors still outweighs push factors. maybe shd just hang around and see how things go on from here.

aiyah... dun wanna think liao... think liao headache. like i always say... everything is fated. let heaven decide for me bah! =D