had the urge to blog today... lots of feelings... guess the best place to let it out is in my blog.

received a msg from S this afternoon... she told me she missed me alot. actually i have been thinking of her lately... missed the times we worked together in *gh when we got bullied and tortured by witches. i have been contemplating to bring her in to work in my dept but got a shock when she told me she has ca. felt so sad after hearing the news... she just got married a couple of years back and i am still waiting to carry her baby. instead i got bad news of her illness. life is so unpredictable... hope she will receive good news during the review tomorrow.

had a tok with thomas today... this man is incredible... i bet he has traveled more than half the earth by now. he told me to "better go places when the legs can still bring me to". Felt very inspired by him. throughout my 5 years in this place, i have really neglected myself, my interest, my family and my dear. i have see money so importantly that i have stinge so much on my love ones. life is short and i have prioritized things so so wrongly. hope i still have time to change my life... to cherish all i have right now.

i walked home from the mrt station today... i never attempt to walk home eversince my bad fall a few months back. my legs were hurting like shit for months... it was so bad i tot i could never walk properly again. the pain was excruciating especially in the nights... it was so bad i will wake up from my sleep in despair. but as i started to accept the fact that they could never go back to norm again, they start getting better. i could run for the bus and run down the stairs... in slow motion but definitely much brighter than what they were a few weeks back. i am sure everything happens for a reason... god wants me to treasure them more LOLX

the road back home was long but it gave me time to reflect... i love my life... i sure do. there is nothing more in life that i need now... i am contented :)