i have decided to pursue my migration to NZ. i cannot live in this country anymore. i find it suffocating and find myself suppressed by pathogens everywhere everyday. i was going home yesterday and found myself rather irritated by the buzzing sound made by the pathogens. perhaps my tinnitus made things worse but i think i about had enough. straw on the camel's back came when i was hit by a thai pathogen with no word of apology... i felt diseased. so as of today, i took my first step towards the land of the Māori...