i realise nowadays i cry more and more easily... somewhat turning into a crybaby. i cry when i am tired; i cry when i am stressed; i cry when i am disappointed; i cry when i am feeling unwell; i cry when i am feeling sad and i cry when i am angry. u noe, crying is a good way of relieving urself... nothing shameful; part of human nature and totally ok (at least crying in the dark is acceptable to me).

i was sleeping soundly until bei bid farewell to me awhile back. i woke up shortly and when i saw her walking towards the bus stop, i cried (darns... i am crying now while writing this blog). it pains me to see her travelling home alone at night (ok, i think i pamper her too much). but if u have taken long bus ride before, u will understand how tiring the bus journey can be. trust me... i am used to taking slow and stuffy buses n i know perfectly well how sucky it can get. so lyz, if u get to read this post... its either i send u home or u take a cab from now onz ok. dun make me sad again!!!