march liao... how time flies. i still remember that night when we caught the countdown fireworks at sk... so fast we are into the 3rd mth of the year liao. tsk tsk. suddenly v emo tonite. 2 mths flew by into the new year and i like nv achieve anything. i'm still holding the same old job, still as fat as before and still as emo as ever. not sure since when hv i become a pessimist. although i am v encouraging to my frens, i cannot find myself doing the same thing onto myself. future looks bleak... and it doesnt help at all when tinnitus come knocking on ur door for no reason. feel v sick. u noe they say fat pple get hbp, cardiac problem etc etc... how come i get non of those *touchwood* but find myself plagued with rare health problems like ibs, nite-blindness, tinnitus??? cant blame it on the genes because my folks are fit and healthy. dunno wat else to blame on. the pollution? the chemicals? miserable... only can blame myself. feeling so helpless and sian at times... y must it be me?