i got the fright of my life when travelling nel this morning!
i woke up late this morning. not extremely late...ard 10 mins or so. as i had to pack 2 xmas socks for my 2 darlings in admin and 1 big stupid physio book for my bigger darling in pharmacy, i ended up leaving the house late. and since the book was so god-damn heavy, i waited for the feeder bus instead of working to the mrt station. end up i reached the train station 30 mins later den usual. fine. since i was carry 1 big big big paper bag, i moved to the v front cabin cos it is not so croweded there.
when i entered the cabin, i saw someone that looked like ss! ss was my attachment student from tp. she came and attached to *gh during her term break and i was sort of her 'mentor'. was v close to her and eventually took a liking for her. we ended up together... 'unofficially' cos she felt she leads a miserable life and if we were together, i will suffer with her. so yap...she nv officially accepted my courtship but we were together for 6mths? and after i left *gh, i did not contact her anymore. cos i din wan pple from *gh to noe where i've gone to? ss did called me, sms-ed me, emailed me... tried her v best to find me but she received no response. i have moved on. i am not sure y i reacted liddat till today.
anyways, ya... i saw her... n i think she saw me too... but there were alot of passengers around lor. so i moved to one side of the cabin, away from where she was standing. i looked into the reflection from the cabin door and i was quite sure it was her. normal days i would have plug into my earphone and put my phone on silent mood. but this morning, i was not listening to mp3 cos i was carrying too many things. but thank god my phone was on silent mood. i felt my phone vibrated. but since the cabin was too crowded, i did not check my phone. when the train reached boon keng, suddenly got alot of pple get down. then there was a huge gap in between me and her. piang... suddenly my heart beat faster...i v v v scare she approach me! people in front were pushing me back but i refuse to bulge. den i felt my phone vibrate again. refuse to pick up cos i suspect it was her trying to trick me into checking the phone den she can id me. but suddenly got the adrenaline rush. palpitation...not sure if i was sweating but i noe my body kinda froze at that time. my phone vibrated again... and i was v determined not to check the phone. when we were approaching little india... i knew i will be able to confirm if it is her cos she works in kk now and will have to alight there. and i was proven rite cos she did alighted. i took a glance thru the train window... she turned back and looked in and i quickly siam. when i finally alighted at dhoby ghaut, i checked my sms and true enuf, all 3 sms were from her.
i am not sure y i am feeling liddat. was it because i let her down and i felt guilty? or simply because i din wan to be reminded of my torrendous times in *gh? or am i really such a flirt... play liao den throw? i really dunno till this point of time... but one thing i noe for sure...is i will nv ever go out so late again!
