something unpleasant happened this morning. i was so affected by the whole incident...till now i still feel the impact. dun feel safe to document the whole issue here... dun wan to go to jail by doing so. anywayz, just a brief summary of wat has happened...

someone from the nursing side 'committed a mistake'(seems to be the case). i did not get the full story (as investigation was on-going) and instead think that it was the entire p dept who is trying to shift the blame to the nurses. as this nurse involve was a good nurse... v hardworking, v serious and reliable type, i kept thinking she was being framed. the people directly involved in the p dept includes my xmm. and i actually doubt her when she said the p dept was not involved in this error. worse is i kept insisting it was the p dept's fault cos the whole issue appears to be v one-sided. after lunch, i had a good look at the cctv. watever captured on the cctv was not v clear but somehow, i think i did saw the error being committed by the nurse. and after a good tok with my boss, i am quite certain the p dept was not involved.

now i felt v bad cos i was not being just in this case. i actually sided with the nursing team as i was v close to them. and i had wrongly accused the p dept esp my xmm. i think she din noe wat had happened and wat i felt towards them initially (noeing how amoebic she can be) but i really really felt v guilty for not believing her and worse...accused her. xmm... if u ever get a chance to read this blog, i am sorry.