Sunday, March 02, 2008
am feeling crap at this very moment, totally no mood to do anything. no mood to work during office hours, no mood to go anywhere after office hours. no mood to study when at home, no mood to chiong assignments over the weekends. whole day just feel like lazing around, whole nite just feel like concuss-ing. den rather grouchy lately... keep barking at people ard me, finding fault with every little thing. maybe its due to pms la (pre n post!) but lo kun hock says i am just feeling "burnt-out". i think he is right la. din really had any good rest last yr as well as this yr. the dec school break was rather short... n considering the fact i went back every sat/sun to rush lab work, got sch break machiam like no sch break. plus the prep for 929 re-run... the intensive spiro training, equipment troubleshooting etc and me having to oversee screening as a whole... made me seriously worn out. thank god the study proceed on smoothly but it meant more work for me... having to go to work as early as 630am on thurs n fri. den its full day data cleaning on mon. and the cycle repeats itself on wed when the subjects come for admission. sat is no better for me. its one full day of lab work ... and having to go all the way to boon lay. sun is slightly better cos i get to catch up on sleep. am feeling v lethargic and lack of sleep everyday...walking around like a zombie. even when i am v tired at nite, i couldnt fall asleep cos my brain refuses to rest. really v xiong lor. jc & hock suggest i take a break... but how? everyday also got work to do... how come i din catch the flu bug thats spreading ard the unit har? *sigh*